It is the ego that is our tool of individuation.
How do we become conscious of our unique materialization from egg and sperm?
What assists us in recognizing that we are a third separate form from our biological creators?
Every move we make into our Self and out of the symbiotic relationship with our parents, requires safety, encouragement and a stable launching pad. If any sort of dysfunction or abuse in this developmental process is experienced, the ego is right there to offer protection. The ego responds to the level of balance with boundaries in its environment.
It can push against limitations and learn of it's natural parameters only if there is a neutral and loving container. However, if there is significant abandonment and/or enmeshment in our field of growth, the ego gets stronger and stronger as a survival mechanism. It begins a journey of separation that armors against harm instead of knowing it's personal power to coexist with others and with Life.
We are facing our wounded egoic selves like never before in humanity. Was the dysfunction and abuse in our history a mistake or is it pushing us to recognize the extremes of separation that we are living out.
We have learned and been so conditioned to reject our ego and judge it as dark and evil. We have run the opposite way. Instead of peace, this protest and escape has created even more isolation and confusion.
Our internal rejection is creating external reflection.
The Good and Light is fighting the Bad and Dark in a perpetual and unwinnable war.
If we scope back from our focused sight on a particular moment and setting, we begin to notice a Force that has been tipping the scales to give us a leg up and out of futility.
Some sort of muscle memory is activating.
It is presenting a "what if?"
What if we accept the presence of a self-serving destructive energy as a call and response that incites us to stand up and look at it straight in it's dark eyes. We no longer deny it's existence and it's traumatizing frequencies. Holding a strong and clear boundary, we offer our hand in an exalted partnership; one that requires humility and surrender into a greater Truth.
This is the alchemical wonderment of the times that is creating new land masses and territory.
Aila Arya Anam
Aila hadn't planned on having children but at age 39 while in the middle of cutting a water melon, she heard an inner voice that told her to go sit down. Never had she heard such a clear instruction. As she sat on the bed in their studio apartment, she heard "You are going to have a child"